I am not: who people think i am, because i do not know who i am.
I hurt: when i have failed myself/others/the Lord
I love: two. My God and that other man in my life.
I hate: that I am not content with my life and that many in the world feel the same way.
I hope: to find happiness and peace and i hope for humanity to find the same.
I regret: many things i've done in the past because to not to would be to deny that i had the power to make something more of myself.
I cry: when I'm happy, sad, frustrated. Mostly i cry when i feel there is no hope left in me.
I care: about those that i love even though the feeling might not be reciprocated.
I always: give thanks to the Lord that i have his guidance even though i may not always feel his presence.
I long to: be at peace, be loved and share with my significant other a happiness and love unmatched by any other.
I feel alone: when I can't feel the Lord's presence and when the world passes me by.
I listen: to nature around me to calm my soul; Christian music when i need to find God; Classical when i need to study; Bjork, Gomez and Jeff Buckly when i need to forget about life.
I wonder: if the love of my life reciprocates that which i feel towards him
I hide: me. I hide my disappoinments and my hurt
I drive: myself crazy trying to figure out life.
I sing: to my soul so that she my find her true feelings and find her true self. i sing for release.
I dance: with Darkness and Pain because it is the story of my life.
I write: when i'm down because when i'm happy i don't have to figure out why i just am.
I breathe: contaminated air that never ceases to irritate my hay fever
I play: when i feel i am on top of the world.
I miss:my significant other even when he is right beside because it seems he is still a million miles away.
I search: for me, for happiness, for peace, for another life.
I say: 'The Lord is my light' over and over so that I don't forget that i have the strength to get thru what i must.
I feel: grateful for life and my angel.
I succeed: when i believe I can
I fail: when i doubt myself
I dream: all the time because with dreams come hope.
I sleep: knowing that tommorrow is another day i have to try and make the most of what i have.
I worry: about not succeeding my life’s goals
I have: the greatest man of all.
I give: anything and everything to keep him.
I fight: when I have the strength to.
I wait: for the Lord to claim me, so that i may finally know peace.
I am: who I am and nothing more.
I think: about humanity and my place in the world.
I can't: cease my thoughts from spiralling out of control.
I stay: sane when i remember things always work out for the best in the end.
I tried: to soldier on but sometimes hope fails me. Or is it that I fail myself.
I'm mad: when I sink myself into self loathing and rumination. I'm mad when i believe i can't get my self out of it.
I hurt: when i have failed myself/others/the Lord
I love: two. My God and that other man in my life.
I hate: that I am not content with my life and that many in the world feel the same way.
I hope: to find happiness and peace and i hope for humanity to find the same.
I regret: many things i've done in the past because to not to would be to deny that i had the power to make something more of myself.
I cry: when I'm happy, sad, frustrated. Mostly i cry when i feel there is no hope left in me.
I care: about those that i love even though the feeling might not be reciprocated.
I always: give thanks to the Lord that i have his guidance even though i may not always feel his presence.
I long to: be at peace, be loved and share with my significant other a happiness and love unmatched by any other.
I feel alone: when I can't feel the Lord's presence and when the world passes me by.
I listen: to nature around me to calm my soul; Christian music when i need to find God; Classical when i need to study; Bjork, Gomez and Jeff Buckly when i need to forget about life.
I wonder: if the love of my life reciprocates that which i feel towards him
I hide: me. I hide my disappoinments and my hurt
I drive: myself crazy trying to figure out life.
I sing: to my soul so that she my find her true feelings and find her true self. i sing for release.
I dance: with Darkness and Pain because it is the story of my life.
I write: when i'm down because when i'm happy i don't have to figure out why i just am.
I breathe: contaminated air that never ceases to irritate my hay fever
I play: when i feel i am on top of the world.
I miss:my significant other even when he is right beside because it seems he is still a million miles away.
I search: for me, for happiness, for peace, for another life.
I say: 'The Lord is my light' over and over so that I don't forget that i have the strength to get thru what i must.
I feel: grateful for life and my angel.
I succeed: when i believe I can
I fail: when i doubt myself
I dream: all the time because with dreams come hope.
I sleep: knowing that tommorrow is another day i have to try and make the most of what i have.
I worry: about not succeeding my life’s goals
I have: the greatest man of all.
I give: anything and everything to keep him.
I fight: when I have the strength to.
I wait: for the Lord to claim me, so that i may finally know peace.
I am: who I am and nothing more.
I think: about humanity and my place in the world.
I can't: cease my thoughts from spiralling out of control.
I stay: sane when i remember things always work out for the best in the end.
I tried: to soldier on but sometimes hope fails me. Or is it that I fail myself.
I'm mad: when I sink myself into self loathing and rumination. I'm mad when i believe i can't get my self out of it.
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I love this post...such a col way to really look deep into yourself and you really capture people into it. You made me think about myself, my inner self.
I love your blog!!
Hey thanks! I thought so too... a lot of little tid bits to capture who i am. I got the idea from this other site that i was browsing.
For all what you wrote about yourself in this post, I can only say this. The important thing is that you keep trying with all you got. And never stop thinking about who you are and your place in this world. Maybe it sounds childish, but I still believe that one person can make a difference. Just takes time and dedication.
Thanks for the encouragement. i've been feeling out of sorts of late. But i get over it, u learn to get on with it. Make the best with what you have.
I'm forever thinking about my place in the world. Gives me a headache hehe. But your right, one person can make a difference, you just have to keep at it.
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